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5k Watchers Art Raffle![CLOSED]

Jan 26, 2018

Hey everybody, I just hit 5 THOUSAND watchers!! That's insane right? This time last year I was at like 300 xD I want to say a big thank you to everyone that watches me, comments on my art, commissions me, or just interacts with me in general. It can be incredibly frustrating as an artist when no one will recognize your work, but luckily I have (overall) amazing watchers who are polite, kind, and a joy to talk with. As thanks I wanted to host another raffle! I'm pretty busy, but I wanted to make time for this impressive milestone. To Enter:Be my watcher (New watchers can join too)Favorite this journal(Optional) Comment on this journal :) Th

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The Cost Of Love by MikkiMarie, literature

Literature

The Cost Of Love

People will tell me Love is built of trust But darling, I must disagree. For simply trusting That he will not lay a hand on you When he slams the door in your face... Trusting That he will never mean it When he says he will do you harm... Trusting That his words, although echoing, Will never transform into a fist, Willing to do anything in order To get the things He craves... That is not building love. People will tell me Love is formed from accepting flaws But, oh, dear, how I disagree! For accepting the way he screams at you When you talk to people He doesn't approve of... Accepting the way He looks into your innocent eyes And touc

Daddy Please by MikkiMarie, literature

Literature

Daddy Please

Daddy, don't lie to me, I wanna know Where is she hiding, and why did she go? Daddy, don't lie to me, please, pretty please It's like I can hear her voice within the breeze. Daddy, don't lie to me, where did she run? Daddy, I know all the things you have done. Daddy, don't lie to me, I've seen her scars Hidden from me like the faraway stars. Daddy, don't tell me, I don't wanna hear I'm hoping these thoughts are just worries, just fears. Daddy, don't tell me, I can't stand the facts I just wanna think this is some silly act. Daddy, I love you, you know this is true But honestly, why do you do what you do? Daddy, I saw you when you pushed h

Others Have It Worse by MikkiMarie, literature

Literature

Others Have It Worse

So many have it worse than you, so don't be so upset. Depression is so stupid, just the same as false regret. Anxiety? Oh, what a joke. You just don't want to fail. Hallucinations? What a crazy, funny little tale. Darling, you're pathetic. Take the blade off of your skin. You're such a little wannabe, don't let your sorrow win. Suicide is stupid, and a sin, oh, don't you see? Come on, just respond, love, why are you ignoring me? ... Today I heard you passed away. I'm sorry for your pain. If only others knew the way I did-- you weren't insane. If only you had known, my love, how much your soul was worth... But honestly, you should've smile

Music Is All Around Me by TheSkull31, literature

Literature

Music Is All Around Me

Music is all around me. I can't escape its ineffable absorbency. I am suffocated by the sounds of my own melodies. I am embraced by the sounds of everyone's rhapsodies. I am constantly under the influence of my own personal experiences. Music doesn't hide from my entity. It doesn't don a mask. It constantly shows itself to me. And I unknowingly befriend it. I befriend it in the hopes of making myself better. But I don't get better. No, I only get worse. I stagnate even though I can improve. Everyone else around me can't help me. I am all alone, left with my musical demons. Music is all around me. I can't flee from its endless abnormality.

Lose Myself by MikkiMarie, literature

Literature

Lose Myself

I'm aching, trying so hard to watch the world spin without my sanity beginning to spin as well. I'm breaking, struggling to see my beauty without basing it off my own insecurities. Perhaps I've built myself a complex puzzle, and simply lost too many pieces. Perhaps I made my life a battle knowing I could never win. I'd rather lose myself than be lost. I'd rather stop looking both ways than be afraid. I used to fear shadows, and now, I wish to be one. I used to fear my disappearance, now I want to be gone. I'm aching. Trying so hard to watch the world spin. But unfortunately, my sanity started spinning too.

Nobody's Gonna Remember Me by TheSkull31, literature

And What Am I To You? by TheSkull31, literature

Literature

And What Am I To You?

You say that I'm all these different things that I'm not. So, if you don't mind, tell me this, then: Am I a loser who lives with and is a spouse to a cousin even though we're not married? Am I a freak who can't speak, is morbidly obese, and suffers from a severe mental illness? Am I a waste of life who constantly gives other people a bad impression even though I mean well? Am I a pedophile who masturbates in public while carrying a Build-A-Bear plush in my left hand? Am I a nagger who constantly asks for your permission to do things despite knowing that I'll get the okay anyway to do so? And what am I to you? Maybe you should look at yours

Disappear by MikkiMarie, literature

Literature

Disappear

Sometimes, when I'm sad I remember that one time, All I had to worry about was If the bubbles I had blown, were about to Disappear. Sometimes, when I'm sad I remember that one time, I began to worry about the day that My childhood would simply Disappear. Sometimes, when I'm sad I remember that some day, When I'm sitting with my husband In the old old house... my days will simply Disappear. And that day, The day when my heartbeat is Silenced... The day when my breath Truly gets taken away. That's the day When my worries, my concerns, my fears... Will simply... Disappear.

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